My girlfriend of 10 months, who I love more than anything in the world, broke up with me today because of my depression (isn't that kinda like breaking up with someone because they caught a disease?). Anyways, I will do ANYTHING to keep her. I love her so much and she is the only purpose in my life. I told her this and asked her to just wait for me while I get help (i.e. counseling, taking the pills I'm supposed to take, making myself a better person, etc.). She says she'll think about it. If she says no, I have a <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> on order to kill myself... But hopefully she will say yes. If she does, does anyone have any advice? I don't know if the counseling and medication will be enough to convince her, but I don't know what else I can do do fix myself and be a better person for her.