I'm actually scared for myself. I have attempted suicide before but it was many years ago and I thought I had gotten myself out of that place. But for the past couple of months every time I ask myself what I want to do all I can think of is ways to kill myself an have it all over with. I'm sick of living but at the same time I know its just depression and I know I can get through it with time. But I'm scared that tonight I'm not going to be able to tell myself not to do it. I want to go my GP and ask for help but its new years eve. Any ideas what I can do?