I'm totally new to this page, but I'm trying my best. Okay. The thing is.. I'm from Norway. The most beautiful country ever, in such a safe environment. I guess people could call me happy and all that, but I'm NOT happy at all. I'm a young girl. That's why this scares me to death. I've been thinking about suicide for a year, but never anything serious. It's extremely serious now though. I have one friend, and she is not good at listening. She does not understand my feelings at any point. I have never met my father, have had a eating disorder in 2 years and everything feels so hopeless. I have NEVER had a boyfriend before. It's hurting me inside. It's prom soon, and all of my friends are going. I'm not planning to go. Like i said: it's hopeless. I feel so lonely. Nobody to talk with.. Here is the real problem -> I've been planning to commit suicide for about 4 months now. The only thing that bothers me is mom. She's going to miss me so bad.. But I think it's for the best. I just don't know what to do. I feel so lost! I'm such a young girl, with a huge future... but. I don't think I can live in this life anymore. I have no friends at all. Why live? I just want your opinions.