I'm quite possibly feeling lower than I've ever felt before. I'm to the point where, if I don't get some professional help very quickly, I won't be here much longer. But I have no money. If I have to pay out of pocket for professional help, I'll just be worse off. And i can't find anywhere around here that'll give me the help I need. It's funny, you go and get yourself hooked on drugs, want to quit smoking, quit drinking, there's plenty of free programs out there, but if you're so far down that you feel like turning yourself off, you have to pay through the nose. Gee, thanks. What can I do? Where can I go?