Ok, fine, here you go:
Like I said, I moved from Minnesota to Wisconsin at the beginning of June. I moved to get away from where I was, and moved in with my only real friend (or so I thought; more on that later) who happened to be going to school out here. I had a job in MN with a location in my new residency, so I just transferred out to this location. Everything was fine for the first week or so.
Then I got fired. It doesn't matter why, it just matters that i got fired.
Great. Now I'm in a brand new location with no method of supporting myself. And so began the job hunt. All the while, two things were happening. Number one: I'm running out of money. This means no gas, no laundry, and no rent. I owe my roommate over $500 because she covered me for July rent as well as other essentials. I've been wearing the same scuzzy clothes over and over again because I can't pay to do laundry, and i stink and am filthy constantly. Number two: my roommate and only real friend starts treating me like garbage. Totally condescending, argumentative statements. Everything must be her way, and god help me if I disagree with her. My only friend is turning out to be not so friendly.
Fast forward a few weeks. I finally score a job. Good, now I can get back on my feet, right? Well, hang on a second...
My first day of working, I showed up a half hour late, and was wearing the wrong pants for the job. I showed up late because I thought I was showing up when my boss told me to, and I was wearing the wrong pants because i misread the dress code. Mistakes happen, right? Shouldn't be a big thing?
My boss tells me that he's not sure that he wants to continue my employment. For being late and wearing the wrong pants. So, after only an hour's worth of work, I'm on the chopping block again for simple and small mistakes.
I tell my roommate (who has no affiliation with this company outside of being a customer) that I'm potentially about to be fired. Is she concerned about me losing my job? Is she reassuring that it'll all work out in the end? No. The only thing that she's worried about is how this will affect her reputation with this company. Which is the most self-centered thing I have ever heard from almost anyone, much less my only friend.
I've tried reaching out to people via Facebook, or hell, even making jokes or witty statements, practically crying out for attention. I just get ignored. Nobody responds. Nobody even hits the 'Like' button. I watch everyone else on my News Feed get showered with attention while I'm ignored. I don't know where else to turn.
And before anyone says anything about moving out: I can't go anywhere. My credit is terrible, and i actually had to get my roommate's mom to cosign the lease for me so that i could even move in here. I have to live out my 1-year lease so that i might be able to get a landlord recommendation letter to move in to my next place. Maybe.
Already diagnosed with depression. Meds aren't really helping, and my doc is back in MN, so it's a little difficult to contact him and adjust it.
So. There you go.
