hey, i just realy have the urge to cut again. but i cant for my bf and my dad. my dad doesnt know and my bf's family has just fallen apart, i cant bare to tell any of them how i feel. when i cut, i feel relaxed afterwards. like a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. and right now i just realy need that sensation. to feel these feelings just rush out of me. ive also been day dreaming, alot, about how i can kill myself. i hate living. i just want to go. but i cant do that to my dad, bf n my bunnies. yes my bunnies, theyd have to be rehomed and they might not get a nice home like mine o they might get ignored or mistreated. i just feel so down.