i need my fix...

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Moon_Penguin, Sep 8, 2010.

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  1. Moon_Penguin

    Moon_Penguin Penguin astronaut extraordinaire

    hey, i just realy have the urge to cut again. but i cant for my bf and my dad. my dad doesnt know and my bf's family has just fallen apart, i cant bare to tell any of them how i feel.
    when i cut, i feel relaxed afterwards. like a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. and right now i just realy need that sensation. to feel these feelings just rush out of me.
    ive also been day dreaming, alot, about how i can kill myself. i hate living. i just want to go. but i cant do that to my dad, bf n my bunnies. yes my bunnies, theyd have to be rehomed and they might not get a nice home like mine o they might get ignored or mistreated.
    i just feel so down.
     
  2. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    Hey pretty

    Sorry you feel this way. Im here if you wanna talk or something. :hug:
     
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