i dont understand why my parents love me unconditionally. please explain to me the reason
i believe they love me because they dont have a choice. i feel guilty because they are deserving better daughter than me.
Actually as a parent I can choose not to love my children, many do....
I love my kids because they are a part of me, It brings on joy to hear thier laugh and so much pleasure when they do somethig to feel accomplished. They are part of the team that weve built and I hope that we all can work together to make memories, traditions, I want grandchildren, I want to see them succeed in life. I want everything for them and will help in any way that I can to see that they achieve this.
I dont know how to describe it, I also lost a baby to miscarriage and the pain that I felt has been like no other even all the abuse I suffered from others and even myself, that loss still haunts me. What if I did something wrong for it to happen, what she would have been like, what she would have looked like, all those things come to me and I didnt even get to meet her. So I couldnt imagine having my boys, learning about them, watching them grow, seeing thier smiles, and hugging the crys. I wouldnt trade it for anything and wouldnt give it up without a fight.
Please if your feeling suicidial reach out to your parents or someone that you can talk to. PM me if it will help.
Hope your having a better day.