I'm only a 17 year old high schooler who turns 18 in 2 weeks. I'm not even in the real world yet and I can't take it. I have few friends and the ones I do are considered loosers at school along with me. We get made fun of for being "hipsters" and even the nerdy kids make fun of us. I have recently become sick and I start throwing up from stress, so this happens every 2-3 days. I keep having to leave work and my boss is mad. My mother thinks I'm faking it despite being prescribed medication for this. I keep having suicidal thoughts because of the bullying, sickness, lack of time to rest and I need people to talk to. My life probably isn't even as bad as some people that consider suicide and it just makes me feel even more useless. I just don't think I'm cut-out to live in this world.