I need relief :...(

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Dinosauria, May 29, 2010.

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  1. Dinosauria

    Dinosauria New Member

    i am sad.
    i am still sad.
    it goes away sometimes
    but it always comes back
    this time its back with a vengence
    i suffered a trauma 11 years ago and have never been the same
    i am obsessed with the memories
    i want a new body and a new life
    the pain is unbearable and untreatable
    there are people in my life that love me
    but i find myself always thinking
    they dont have to live my life
    they dont have to feel this
    they can go on
    and be happy and tell me to be happy
    but that doesnt change the facts
    i am haunted and hurting
    i want to be ok
    but things are climaxing
    even in my sleep i am no longer safe
    the nightmares the memories i have denied are surfacing
    i cant deal with them.
    i wont survive them
  2. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    welcome to SF...I'm sorry you feel so sad...
    I hope you will continue to post here so we can offer you some support...
  3. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    :welcome: to SF
  4. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum. i hope we are able to help you find relief from the sadness. :hug:
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