First off let me say that I don't usualy go around telling people about my problems but at this point i'm honestly scared. I have 3 children who need me but when I start feeling this way I can't control myself, I don't know what to do. I'm going threw so much i dont know where t begin, i've cut my wrists I didn't go across I went up and down and my brother found me passed out in the bathroo floor, I honestly don't know why I'm doing this I do but I don't. I just I am so unhappy with myself, I hate being fat and ugly, I was in love but he didn't love me. I'm being used constantly and I feel alone. please just tips something anything please.