Ok i need some advice from people here. I think about suicide every sinlge day, every minute. Its been like that for a few years, and for a while i was fine. And i want to talk to someone but i dont know if i should. Here is the thing, last year i had a very good friend, she was there for me in the toughest situationts, but this year when i was getting better she told me, that she could never handle me all this time, that she was annoyed by my problems. And well since then i am very afraid to tell people the real feelings i have. I have a friend but i dont want to lose her like i did my ex friend. I just cant deal with losing another good friend because of my problems. So should i just tell her that i am thinking about suicide and that i just dont feel good? And in return what should I expect or what can i expect? How is she suppose to react?? can anyone help me please, i really need help.