So, I have been battling depression for some time now. I have been taking Wellbutrin for almost a month and my depression is pretty much gone. The medication works really well...and quickly. However, i am still haunted by the images of cutting in my head. I need ideas of what to do. I am happy now, but still want to cut and see blood. I've tried rubber bands and coloring on myself. I have tried painting, which works while I am doing it...but I can't keep painting all day long. The worst of it is that I can't even get away from it in my dreams. I'll cut and then wake up expecting to see a cut and it's not there and I feel like it should be....like I should cut right then to make my dream real. I have been seeing a therapist who doesn't seem to care that I'm a cutter. Even when I had a relapse, she seemed indifferent to the matter. I'm unsure of what to do because I'm afraid of doing it, but afraid of being without it. Suggestions? Thank you.