Thursday, I went to speak to my advisor, and she asked me some questions that I felt ashamed, she asked me what is a day in the life of Bryant (me) and I told her that I spent most of my time in the house with only my aunt. And I am usually in my room on the computer. And I sometimes go to work or go to my friend Ryan's house. She asked how about socially, and I told her, that I have only one friend. Basicially all my friends used and/or betrayed me. And I am scared and paranoid of ppl (especially teens and young adults). And I want to have some friends and hopefully a girlfriend. But I feel like I am being judged, I hate the fact I am black and fat and I feel that I am very ugly. I need to know how to make and keep friends. Any advice?