I'm new and I hurt. I just registered with SF because the pain is so bad. When I think I have met a person who might understand, I say too much and they think I am wierd. My story is too long to write in one session. The pain takes over more every day. I want someone to hold my head in their hands and make the screaming stop. When I think I have a friend close enough to understand this, they think I am gay. This isn't about sex. It's about PAIN!! Pain that has no end. I have a great life now. There is no excuse for pain. The only way to be acceptable is to stifle how I feel. It is getting too big to stifle. Can't anyone understand?