Well first of all thanks to everyone who opened up the link, I am looking for someone to talk to that knows what it like to feel sad and who is a male as well, preferably someone around the 20-30 mark. The reason why I don't want to talk to a councilor is because they don't understand what anxiety and sadness are so I found them unhelpful. Just need someone 'normal' as well to talk to, someone who is level headed. I never meant for my life to get messed up and for me to get sad..its just something that happened. hmy: and that's why I want to die because I'm 'lost' and don't know how to make it back to 'normal.' Note: not that I want to be considered rude but Dave_N stay out of my posts as I don't think you have anything properly constructive to say and I find you unhelpful and in many cases have found you advice to others insulting and 'accidentally' the wrong thing to say or it appears you carefully underline what they don't want to hear while coating it with something pleasant.