This week was my birthday, April 15th, my girlfriend broke up with me on the 13th. Now i know people are skeptical about teenage relationships but what we had was real. We dated for 2 years and 2 months. every single day of that time i spent with her, for 2 years. In the last month or so I was angry and i was angry and depressed for no reason, i was a jerk to her. Whenever she talked to me i told her she was stupid whenever she wanted to hang out i wouldnt do anything she wanted to do, and she broke up with me this week. I don't blame her, its all my fault. I hate myself for doing it. I can't even look at myself. She's refusing to talk to me about it, i know ive changed, i know that i took her for granted every single day, and every thing that i was mad at her for before are all of the things that i miss the most. I had to threaten to kill myself so she would even answer my facebook messages. Because i spent so long with her, everything reminds me of here, I cant even sleep in my own bed anymore i have to sleep on the couch, because we used to snuggle under the blankets every day. I cant listen to the radio i cant even play video games because we used to play together. I dont have any friends or anyone to talk to, i invested all of my time in her and any of the friends i used to had i only had to be with her. I've wanted to kill myself for 6 days, and not one person has asked me how i feel or how im doing. I need help but i dont know where to look, its one in the morning and everything seems hopeless, i cant sleep, i have a 500 word english essay due tomorrow, and a physics test that i didnt study for, i just want to run away and never come back, No, i want my girlfriend back. I know its just a break up but, i have such an addictive personality. She promised me forever and she thought i would break up with her, she made me promise back. And she is the one that breaks up with me. She told me she just fell out of love with me. Everything hurts so bad i just want it to be over. I've turned to this forum because i just tried to kill myself. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, it may have saved my life, but i need serious help, i need someone to talk to, i have nobody.