i am tired. i am tired of fighting this depression, i'm tired of doing this life alone, i'm tired of struggling, losing, and starting over and over and over. i do what i am supposed to, as much as i can. i screw up, just like every one else, but i always catch the grief. i raise my children, as i am supposed to, but no one helps me, i work all day, as i am supposed to, but i don't make enough money to buy food, home, car, utilities, etc., i am at my wits end. i don't even have the energy to get up. my mind is jumbled, its hard to even make complete thoughts, i can't sleep, i don't eat, i can't focus, i can't drive, i can't live and i don't feel that i need to anymore. i pray for mercy, for my children, my family, and myself, i pray for relief, i pray to be washed of my sins, i pray for peace, for help, for this to STOP, but it just keeps coming. someone help me please.