The pain I'm in cannot be described. I cry almost every day. I'm near tears as I'm typing this out. I mean nothing to people. I have no friends, no one that loves me. I could die right now and it wouldn't matter to anyone. The people who I thought were my friends turned there back on me like I was nothing. The girl that I love more then anything could care less about me. I feel like I cause to many problems with my depression, I think people would be better off without me. At least if I was dead, people wouldn't have to worry about me anymore. All I am is a burden. I know what I must do......It's the best thing for me and for everyone else. I feel like suicide is the only option I have left.