I am not sure quite where this thread should be posted but... This week I have been going through a kind of mental breakdown. I cut pretty deep and I have been crying for hours every day. I have been planning how I am going to kill myself and Ive decided a 'deadline'. My mental health I'm finding is slowly declining, ive been going through some really weird things in my mind recently. People might try and dissuade me from killing myself but my problem is that I cant go back to reality, I cant continue school, I cant be around these people anymore. If I live any longer I will have to go back to all of this. It sounds weak but at school I get the most depressed, every lesson I think about suicide and I get extremely angry, anxious and miserable inside. I just cant deal with it, it makes me feel horrible. Everyone hates school, I know, but I think that it does not help my current situation. Also my mum doesnt take me very seriously. She found out I cut and got a bit scared but now she thinks it was just me being silly and she thinks it should be easy to give up. Whenever I get depressed and burst into tears screaming about how I hate this she later says: "Oh, it must be your hormones" or "Its because youre tired" etc. She constantly throws her opinion of "Think of whats going on now and deal with that" but she doesnt get that I literally cant think like that and I cant live along with her ideals. How do I tell her that what I'm going through is quite serious and I feel cant return to school/reality. In all honesty I think I need to be institutionalised. Thanks.