I don't know why I even post here. I guess I'm grasping for straws, hoping something will help somehow. I've gotten in another fight with my husband. He pissed me off, but I probably overreacted. Now everything is broken. I doubt it can be fixed without me groveling and begging for forgiveness at his feet. He's such an ass. I need to kill myself. I'm in so much pain. I need this pain to end. I can't do it anymore. My daughter witnessed the fight. She doesn't deserve that kind of life. She deserves a better mother. She deserves a better life, a life that I can't give her. I can't bear this pain anymore.