Im going crazy.
I know I have some symptoms of mental illness,but to be fair ,I dont know how anyone could cope with the life I have had.
I need to know and I want the truth here .I need to know IS it normal to walk down the street and everyone you know to ignore you.EVERYONE.
the only time people speak to me is if I go up to their face and talk and you can see how uncomfortable they are right off.
I know my life isnt normal.I havent ONE friend.I have no boyf.
I meet guys and they seem to like me then I never hear from them again.And no I dont sleep with them either.
NOBODY comes near me.I know for sure that isnt normal .seriously.
People say to me its in my head.Im getting well pssd off with this.How can having no friends be in my head ?I go everywhere alone .I have never had a birthday party .Every year Im in my room alone crying.
My family are violent and abusive yet no one seems to believe me and just say oh youre imagining it.
Im not stupid to believe this excuse anymore.Its the same excuses from the doctors and I used to listen but how can having no friends and complete starngers coming up to me saying oh you have no friends be in my head?
I wonder what is wrong with me .I can hear people talkign about me and Im not imaginging it .Seriously .One guy in the chipper called me a c*nt and I had never seen him before in my life.
I think I will have to move far away .I CANT HANDLE IT.Doctors shoving drugs dwon my throat wont work cos my life wont change .Im not the problem here.I mean even serial killers have one friend.
I see people hiding to avoid me .I know somethings going on but not one decent person has the guts to tell me
I know I have some symptoms of mental illness,but to be fair ,I dont know how anyone could cope with the life I have had.
I need to know and I want the truth here .I need to know IS it normal to walk down the street and everyone you know to ignore you.EVERYONE.
the only time people speak to me is if I go up to their face and talk and you can see how uncomfortable they are right off.
I know my life isnt normal.I havent ONE friend.I have no boyf.
I meet guys and they seem to like me then I never hear from them again.And no I dont sleep with them either.
NOBODY comes near me.I know for sure that isnt normal .seriously.
People say to me its in my head.Im getting well pssd off with this.How can having no friends be in my head ?I go everywhere alone .I have never had a birthday party .Every year Im in my room alone crying.
My family are violent and abusive yet no one seems to believe me and just say oh youre imagining it.
Im not stupid to believe this excuse anymore.Its the same excuses from the doctors and I used to listen but how can having no friends and complete starngers coming up to me saying oh you have no friends be in my head?
I wonder what is wrong with me .I can hear people talkign about me and Im not imaginging it .Seriously .One guy in the chipper called me a c*nt and I had never seen him before in my life.
I think I will have to move far away .I CANT HANDLE IT.Doctors shoving drugs dwon my throat wont work cos my life wont change .Im not the problem here.I mean even serial killers have one friend.
I see people hiding to avoid me .I know somethings going on but not one decent person has the guts to tell me