I feel like I'm just a piece of meat. Every day feels the exact same, there's no life in it.(my fault, I know..) I've bottled up so much anger and bitterness inside of me, it's driving me nuts. doesn't bother me when I'm doing everyday things but when I'm all alone(walking/sitting/in bed) and start thinking about who I am as a person and how I've lived my life.. I become furious. I don't want to go into detail and be all 'poetic' about how 'miserable' I am.. and glorify my ugly life. It always seems as though my life is "secure" but every night I know I've done nothing, amounted to nothing so far and the anger within me is insane.. I've done enough thinking myself. I'm done talking to psychotherapists. I need help. I need to talk to someone one on one. here's my e-mail. firstname.lastname@example.org. add me on MSN.. (I live in Canada. don't know how different time zone works..) Thank you so much for reading.