I need to talk to someone.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Nevermore, Aug 18, 2006.

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  1. Nevermore

    Nevermore Active Member

    I am too fucked up. I started cutting.
    The pain is nice, but I do it because it is serious and bad for myself. I envy those who cut themsleves and bleed. I want to be like them. I want to hurt and I cant bring myself to do it as much as I want.

    Today I met my friend. He said he had a bad night yesterday and he took a pill. He didnt know what it was, but he cant remember what he did after that. When he woke up, he had a bloody nuckle, a dent in his wall, and the word "pain" carved into his upper arm.
    He is conserned about this. I am too, for his sake. It would have been better if I did it to myself though. I want to talk to him about his accident and my cutting. I feel like he might understand.
    I need to do more.
     
  2. Lady Byron

    Lady Byron Well-Known Member

    If you ever need anyone to talk to, IM me or something. I need someone to talk to too... My IM is MamaRoach1026 or e-mail me at MamaRoach1026@aol.com. Oh yeah, or PM me...
     
  3. Nevermore

    Nevermore Active Member

    thanks.

    I also need to just brag. (even though this is probly terrible)
    I laced my wristwatch with staples, and it is just amazing. I apologize if I cant say that.
     
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