Recently, I was kicked out of my home and I've been living with my friend since. I know he finds me attractive, but he's fully aware that I'm gay and not into men. But he just keeps making passes at me, saying that he's up for it if I ever want to have sex. He's also mentioned his foot fetish and how he wants pictures of my feet for the express reason of masturbation. There's been times I wake up and pretend to still be asleep because I can feel him move my blanket trying to take pictures of them. I can't say anything, he's my only friend and honestly, I have nowhere else to go. I'm stressed, depressed and suicidal. I feel like I should've just killed myself before I was kicked out.