I've had one friend commit suicide, and tomorrow one of my friends is planning on doing it. I need some more words to say. Please, help. This is what he wrote: "Hey tim. I want you to forgive me for what i'm going to do. I know we have been friends for a long time, but i cant take it any longer. My mom is just a religious nutjob that hates me for everything. She thinks its good to yell at me when she finds out i cut. My dad is a drunk abusive piece of crap. Then, everyone at school thinks i'm a fag because they all know that I was raped by over 6 different guys. And i hate daylin. He raped me again this week. I don't understand why i am so weak. I can never be strong enough to fight off anyone. I'm to afraid. So i hold the blade and cut deep. So here i am with a gun, where at 2:45 pm at school, i will go to the bathroom and shoot my brains out onto the floor. I'm finally going to end it all. I'm sure you'll understand. Goodbye."