Thank you Total Eclipse,
im sorry, actually it was selfish of me to post this here.
i guess i just wanted to feel the reality of it.
im so sick of it all.
dying_inside, it is alright to post in here especially when you are down or feeling sick of it all.we are here for just those times when you are feeling your worst, that is the time that you need the support and caring that we try to give to people in a safe place!
some times all of us feel that way I am sure if not all at least most of us, I am sick now really not feeling the greatest, I have not been doing much but sleeping and really feeling down but I have been checking in here on and off to try and keep some sense of purpose and sanity hoping that I can at least help one person, when I do that it makes me feel better, about them and myself! Please You are not selfish at all, maybe next week I will be seeing your words, those words may be the ones that I need that day, you never know! I hope that you will stay with us we need everyone. I do not think You are being selfish at all! We all need to know and feel that we are somebody You are in this room, it is your room, Please Stay!