I never got the chance to fully experienced the laughter, I was only submerged to drown in the pain I never even got to see the bright or dim sunshine that usually comes after the rain I don't believe in a childhood When I never got a chance to fully see God you must answer my simple question, why is it when it was my turn you turned the blind eye on me? If you're really there and you do exist, please answer me. You should have known, I needed to feel the love, I needed the TLC But why wasn't your 'love' shown I can't understand, Lord, how can I. For I'm just a blind and lost soul. I'm still the child inside that never fully grew up but now I'm slowly dying inside watching my very own life pass on by If you can grant me one prayer Would you let me die? or would you give me the strength to carry on? I want to be with you for this pain is much to great to be handled. God, the only question that was asked is the one that I need answered, Why?