Why cant you do this Ivan, Ivan, why are you doing that Ivam, Univeristy Ivan? More money from me, you not cut out for that Ivan. The only time they ever make an effort too talk to me is to slag me off and tell me how fucking useless I am, how no matter how much effort I put into something its never fucking good enough. I got the best fucking grades in the dan school in primary SATS, "but they could have been better" Same again, in secondary, two sevens and a six? WHY WASNT IT THREE SEVENS? Never mind only one person in the entire school got them, I can never bloody well do good enough for them, so why is it a surprise I couldnt care less about my damn GCSE's and A Levels, I know you slag me off to everyone anyway, my friends always comment on how when they see you, its always Ivan that can't do well enough, in two fucking hours of being around you they see it, see the favoritism towards my fucking sister. Im so god damned angry now, SNAP OUT OF IT IVAN, Why are you fucking down all the time, they should be dead, not me planning to see how long it takes them to find me in the fucking attic.