I read the posts and I see cry for helps. A lot of talk but very little action. How long will these peoples cycle go on? My mind is made up. The question is when I will, not whether I will. I had planned to study really hard for the next couple of months and graduate. Then I would do it. But I don't think I can do that. I can't continue to fight when I know that my mind is made up on this. I refuse to keep subjecting myself to this torture. It's my birthday tomorrow. It would be a fitting day. I need to think of a way to do this properly. I want this done. I pray I have the courage to try and the fortitude to succeed.