I quit

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Ajean, May 3, 2012.

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  1. Ajean

    Ajean Well-Known Member

    I'm so tired. I've been sick for so long. I just can't stop thinking about hurting myself, doing something.

    I just want out. So desperately.

    I'm so broken. My body doesn't work. I throw up, I have tremors, I pass out, I'm always in pain. You don't understand what it's like. People grow old and die without ever suffering through things like this. And no one understands what its like. I don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want to feel anymore.

    I want to die. I want to kill myself. I want to die.
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  2. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    Ajean I am sorry you are ill like this.
    Why is your body broken? Can anything be done to make it easier?

    I hope you can find the strength to carry on.
  3. pppqp

    pppqp Well-Known Member

    Ajean :console: ... sending you a warm hug.
    you are physically ill too...?
  4. Ajean

    Ajean Well-Known Member

    chronic migraines. stomach ulcers. spine injury. the works.
  5. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    That sounds like a bad mix, Ajean. Are you getting help for them?
  6. Ajean

    Ajean Well-Known Member

    we've tried everything. I've spent weeks in the hospital for the migraine. Nothing helps.
  7. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    Sorry to hear that. How often do they occur?
  8. MisterBGone


    Can you try a new hospital? One with better doctors! I applaud your perseverance and your resilience. There is hope! Take Care
  9. Whispers

    Whispers Banned Member

    Ajean, I would never publicly condone drugs, but have you tried marijuana? Many people with painful conditions say it helps greatly with the physical pain.

    How about talking to me and giving me specifics on what has you in a hole right now?
  10. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    ajean I'm so sorry you're in such pain
    migraines are cruel and so are stomach ulcers and I'm sure your spinal injury is no fun

    can they help with the ulcer? is it caused by your meds?

    the only thing that works for my migraines is sinus meds..

    I know it's hard but hold on ..the docs must find something to help you
    keep at them ok :hug:
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