I called my boss today, and I quite my job today. I was to be back to work on Monday after my two week vacation. Yes, it is not a smart idea to quite a job making $120,000 a year -- but I just need to withdraw more from society. My boss is not happy that I am resigning from the company. In fact, she is begging me to stay on with the company. Getting calls from my coworkers asking me to to stay with the company. I will report to my office on Monday, write up my resignation letter, and get my personal stuff. I have not been a big personal spender, as i really never spent more than $40,000 a year to live. I have enough money to get around for a few years. Was planning to use this money for my retirement. I am thinking of selling the house, move to a rural small state, and find a small and safe place to be alone. For months, I have been making one stupid error after another. The fact is, I am so deeply alone, so alone, that anything to get human warmth and comfort is just making me make stupid actions. There is no forgiveness for my crimes. I want to fully apologies to all the members of this community. My guilt is self evident. I am alone, and my guilt is to be alone.