after my 2 suicide attempts and reading suicide memorial. i realized depression is not cause of problem in physical, social, family, career, or love life because there a lot of people in that site that have those things but still end up in suicide. ignorance, lack of acceptance in a mental illness, stigma, and not asking for help are the reasons why the person kill himself. there are no difference between a person who is extrovert and introvert, successful and unsuccessful in career, beautiful and ugly, poor and rich, etc. once you have a depression or other mental illness. you feel the same that you are alone and not worth in this world so you will rather die than feel the sadness. im not expert but based on my observation this is what i see in suicide. people who are suicidal. please dont afraid to tell your parents, close friends, psychotherapist, psychiatrist, counselor, 911 to help you. you are worth it. im still suicidal. i want to get rid this feeling. i know i can do it by trying to survive, helping myself, and asking help. this messages are from the site i read: If you broke your leg, if you sprain your ankle, if you stub your toe, or step on a nail !... * You are experiencing the pain in your leg, in a part of your body. * You can sit and look at your leg, your ankle, your foot, where it hurts, down there. * At a part of your body, and say "Ouch, my leg hurts!" - "Ouch, my foot hurts!" * But you know it - this exterior part of your body will need a doctor's to x-ray or put on a cast, crutches, ointment, or a tetanus shot and antibiotics - but it will get better. * And you are willing to suffer the pain, treat the wound, and expect it to heal. If you had any other disease, illness, or injury * you would accept the pain * apply a treatment * fight for life * wait for healing * and expect to get well. Just like with any illness * You may have to suffer for a while longer before you get better. Other people will get other diseases. You have this one. You must learn this, know this & believe this: * Depression is truly an innocent, shameless, blameless, physical disorder that makes you believe that something is wrong with YOU instead of your biochemistry. . * It is not a mystery anymore. It isn't your fault & you have a physical disorder, imbalance or deficiency.