I really do hate this world. Rush, rush, rush. New technology everyday. Money being the most vital component. I long for the world without cell phones, without computers, without cable tv, without cars that can do everything but drive for you (and that is coming soon). It was so much simpler then. Did not need a new phone or pc every year. Did not spend a hundred plus dollars on tennis shoes. Did not have to function at high speed all the time. Did not spend a fortune on monthly cell phone and internet bills. Read real paper books, not these electronic things. Yes, I am old (63) and protesting. Last week stunk. Anxiety issues every day. Thank goodness there was no out and out panic attack. Gastroenterologist did not have time to talk. No doctor does these days. Just said have more fiber and a colonoscopy. Will do the colonoscopy on 9/18. Have had some rectal bleeding, but mostly just pain. They say its IBS. And it probably is. But am starting exercises again for surgical adhesions. Getting old sucks more then this world does. I sometimes think we should all be programmed to die at 50. Would certainly limit the pains and expenses of living. And, at my age, I only expect them to get worse. Probably would off myself if there was a pain free, guaranteed way to do it. Thanks to all who read this.