ok look idk what to think anymore. i started of really depressed and suicidal and just wouldnt come out of my house and cutting everyday. untill one day i cut too deep and couldnt get it to stop bleeding for 2 days so i called a crissis hotline thinking they could tell me how to get it to stop bleeding, but noooo they forced me to go to the hospital otherwise they would send the police and a help unit to my house. so i go to the hospital they stitch me up and said i was really close to loosing way too much blood, and me being underage they tell my mom so now my mom kows i cut. she still dosent know im in rehab for the pills and all. but now that she knows she keeps trying to talk to me and now she is calling special phycratrists to help me. and i dont want it. the past week insted of being in this depressed state ive turned into an angry person. like today when my mom told me i had an appt with that doctor i flipped so much shit on her and told her to leave me alone and just on and on. and a couple days before that i almost got into a fist fight with some dude for no reason. whatr im trying to say is i cant control this anger now and idk what to do at this point. im still depressed, but im just angry now also and at this point idk what to do but im close to doing something drastic.