I relapsed today. And I hate that. So, where to start? I don't even know. My name is David. I'm 19 years of age. And I'm Schizophrenic. I live in England, just outside of London. I didn't think I'd ever find myself on a website like this. But, I've not spoken to anyone about myself for 19 years. Not properly. I've spent the past 7 or 8 years, huddled in my room, drinking, and hurting myself. But, the best time for change is now, right? I guess. I don't know who I'm trying to kid, you guys, or myself. I don't know if I can do it. I don't know if I can cut out all the shit in my life. I don't know. I tried to kill myself today. Again. I don't even know anymore. Thanks for just spending your time reading such a diddy thing. I don't know if I'm going to be around on the site much longer. Thanks.