I mean I can't function,I have to avoid people because of my social phobia,I haven't had a girlfriend ever!!! I have no friends,no job,no prospects. My dad is an asshole who abuses my mother,verbally,and I can't do anything about it,so I have to listen to the two of them fighting constantly.I feel helpless. I want to die but my family keep me alive.I think if a person truly wants to die they should be allowed too. I'm pretty much done with life at this point.