I really need help now

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Shock, May 16, 2011.

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  1. Shock

    Shock Well-Known Member

    I am at the god damn edge again. I have aXXXXXXXXXXXXX.

    I would like it be known for the record that I think I have tried bravely and valiantly to beat this thing. I will not rattle off the list of medical experts and medication I have tried - theres no point to that - I only wish to imply that I have not given up without a fight - you might say it was the fight of my life :).
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  2. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    hey stay and talk
    please put the pills away
    if you have taken too many go to the ER. let them look after you until you start to feel better.
    did anything happen to trigger you?
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Much of psychopharm is experimentation, trial and error, and it is horrible to go through that...is it time for a second opinion, or the inclusion of another provider so that you increase your options re effective meds? Please continue to post and let us know how you are...J
  4. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Giving up is not the answer.. You need to get on a positive path to find it..If your pdoc isn't helping tell him that.. Let him know the meds you are on aren't working..My therapist avoids talking about suicide also.. She says everyone thinks about at least once in there lives.. Then she just changes the subject..
  5. Shock

    Shock Well-Known Member

    I feel just so damn alone and beat. I goddamn chickened out on the pills :( feel so terrible about that - embarrassed and its a failure. Please dont anyone say 'good on you for not doing it' I'm really not in the mood and it would feel like its rubbing it in. Goddamn I am so lonely and alone
  6. lancashirelass

    lancashirelass Well-Known Member

    I know how you feel hun but please stay and talk to us. You are not alone there is plenty of ppl here that want to help you can pm me anytime you like. *hugs*
  7. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey SHock have you at least tried therapy?? It does work to get things off your chest.. I reccomend a female therapist they seem to have a better outlook on things..
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