hey guys! weel im new here, im just looking for a way to get rid of the idea of suicide. im only 15 years old. i really feel like im just $#!%, i cant live like this anymore, ive felt really really ugly like about 3 years ago, my parents have noticed i dont look myself in the mirror. i havent seen myself in the mirror since september 13th 2006. i just cant , now i do my hair as i can , time before people told me i was pretty and many things like that but i never believed that, and now that almost no one says this i just feel like they have been lying all this time. im sure its cooler if there's one less ugly person in the world, so maybe the solution is killing myself. maybe they wont care about me aymore.