I just got back from an hour and a half long session with my psychologist. Yesterday she called and said she wanted to see me today. She wrote up a contract that I have to follow. I know she cares about me, but it's just really hard because she says that if I do a certain thing (I really want to do) than she can no longer be my psychologist. I just don't know how to feel. I'm real confused and scared. I'm going back in a couple hours to talk to my therapist. I'm just so scared. I guess I just need virtual hugs and support right now.