I dont see the other way out. Onlay 6 month ago my life was perfect. I am 47 years old, have wonderfol family and perfect husband. I can tell my life was a life anyone wonted. I ewen can tell i has a "lot" of money... And one day i was robbed in the midle of the day in almost main street, by a person you wont to meet. They tell me i must pay a sum of xxx money if i dont wont, they pay someone to rape my dother. Thats the way my drama begin, 6 mnth without sleeping, eating, and always feel my hearth beat ib strange place...They was telling me, if i told somthing to police, it will be more wors then rape, and that i must remember that hwe a son to.. I was payed to them. And in some strange god will they was cought by police for some other crime... My prolem is that i didnt talk about it with enyone, i wass teling to poeple who asked me what happend (i lose a lot of weight) that i am "at that age" and have a hormonal problem. May husband dont know anything becouse he is not at home, he work on ship and i coundt tell him what is happening to me. He will probably come home (and be wihout peyment) and money was the things a need more than anything. Soo, i lose abbout 65 000 euros, all we have saved for study of our child and our "old days". He will come home in beggining of May, and i have no courage to tell him what happend. He is working to hard for this all his life. I dont know how will he react, maybe he wil be angry at me becouse i was not going to police, maybe he will cry with me and courage me, ...but i cant wait for may, now i am at position that i didnt pay for house loan, for children school and have no money to go to store ... i have no courage to deal with all this...this 6 month ruined me. My family dont know about all this too. I was afraid that some of them will call police if i tell, and the "bad guy" will do harm to my children, So what else can i do? My parent will take care about my children i am shure, husband will stay more on ship, working...and all will finished ok. But i must go, i cant wait to see how ewvrything i loved and worked for, gone, my house, my marriage (posibly)and future for my children. I know my english is bad but i must to tell that to someone. I dont need a help, yust to put out all from my head, and go..