Im a fool, and a fool that dies alone just like villains in those movies that lose but the movie never shows what happens to them. They rot alone, and die a lonely life. I put myself in this position, but I never felt like I was ever on the same level as others. This can't be life, is this real life? Ill never figure out real love... I can't connect with people on a deeper level. I don't know what i've dug myself into. It's too late to rebuild the bridges, i left it burned for too long. What do I do now? I started a new fulltime job and I feel so distant from my co-workers who all seem to be normal. Im the black sheep in every group. Is it safe to say I am not from this world? Is Death, the only one who will sympathize with me?