I relapsed... I had over 100 days free of self harm but then on Saturday May 16th I self harmed again. Not bad enough to go to the hospital, but bad enough that I was feeling pretty awful for much of the day. I dont know why I did it, I just dont know, but I did it and Im ashamed of it. I wish it hadnt of happened. Its also caused me to have to restart my clean/sober time again.