I remember now...

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Rukia, Oct 11, 2007.

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  1. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    ...why I don't usually cut. I hate seeing scars on my arm. :dry: Was careful, no one will notice, but I see it. :mad: I'll probably see the word LOSER long after it disappears, like I did all those years ago. How could I forget? :huh: It didn't even make me feel good, not in the way my usual SH does. I miss it so much. Why can't my neck stop hurting and my mind stop thinking about it as a suicide method? :unsure: I need it, but I know it's a good thing that I can't do it anymore. I hate myself for what I've done to my brain, and I guess this feeling is my brain saying; "I hate you for it too". :tongue: I need to find another way to cope with these feelings, before I lose my mind.

    Note to self: DON'T CUT! :mad:
  2. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    don't cut hun, it's not worth it :hug:
  3. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    I know. :hug:
  4. ZeroGrrl

    ZeroGrrl Member

    I hate the scars too, I have some that are nearly 15 years old and they're only slowly starting to fade now. :sad:
    I wish I was like Claire Bennet in Heroes....
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