I recently admitted myself into a hospital and I got out about 2 weeks ago. I don't think it helped much. It just drove me to think to myself to not chicken out the next time and get a method that careens me past the point of no return. For the record I'm still suicidal but xxxxxxx my undoing. I've reached a point that if someone were to point a gun to my face I would place the muzzle on my forehead and scream at them to do it until they did or chickened out.