My depression and anger issues have ruined my marriage. Tonight my husband said he wants a divorce. I don't think the marriage can be saved, I've said too many mean things, to many awful things that can't be taken back and have done too much damage. I'm so screwed up and when I get mad, there is no limit to what I say, then after I regret it. My kids are going to be devastated, and I just can't handle the guilt of knowing it was my fault. I'm just done. Just tired of feeling depressed. Its been my entire life and I'm always just waiting for something to change but it never does, I always feel like this. I always either feel bad or worse, and tonight its just beyond words. Wondering if its even worth it anymore.