Well Just wanna say thanks to people here on SF who supported me and understood me and where I was coming from last week. I appreciate it however im feeling back to square one again, same time, same place - dating ads, get on so well, time comes for a picture or description, they see you are not white and they change their attitude. What gives with women? Seriously? if you get on so well then why does the color of your skin have to change that? It's pathetic! because of that, i have had no interaction with women in over a year, and even before then really (except for 4 months) why are women doing this? Seriously why? What is their problem? Then they complain about men being after the 1 thing when its not true. They think they are so pretty and hot when they arent or even if they are, then why are they single? Right.... so pathetic. I'm not white, big deal. I'm not black, I'm kinda mixed but have a nice olive tan - whats the problem? why is it so hard? Something seriously has to be said to women all over and I'm not kidding. This is a serious issue. I feel sorry for the new born babies who are colored. I seriously do I just wanna die. im so fed up. a fresh good decent human being who is successful and so much to give, only to be thrown away because of the way women are, then they complain they cant find a decent man..... well they cant because that man is dead.