I went to wal-mart today to pick up a few things I needed, I felt pretty good going there, but I had to stay there for about an hour because I had to wait for the next bus. After 15-20 minutes of browsing around I sat down and thought...And thought...And thought...I eventually contemplated suicide. I just wished I'd die. My life has no meaning and that's all I want is just for my life to have some semblance of meaning. But it doesn't. And I don't know what would give it meaning. I just feel like I'm sitting around waiting for death. I don't know. I really have nothing to live for, but I guess I'll just go take a nap.