I sat up all night

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Blackbird33, Oct 1, 2012.

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  1. Blackbird33

    Blackbird33 Well-Known Member

    holding a **** in my hand debating if I was going to end my life. I figured that once I committed the act no one find me till hours and later and hopefully I would be dead. I started taking pills and alcohol and I've been doing this for awhile to numb myself. But in the end I just laid down with the ***** on the bedside table.
     
  2. midnightstar

    midnightstar Senior Member

    :hug: I'm so glad you chose not to do anything to yourself, we're all here for you to talk to, what's making you feel this bad? :hug:
     
  3. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I'm really glad you're still here!! :hug: Please reach out and talk to us!
     
  4. Blackbird33

    Blackbird33 Well-Known Member

    I constantly have these bad thoughts in my head. The only thing that ever calms is thinking about my death the one thing I can control.
     
  5. douglas james

    douglas james New Member

    i am going to take a overdose. my girl friend who was also my best friend wont even speak to me anymore. this is because i am not progressing in life and i have really bad anxiety and depression. if i take <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> will that do it?
     
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  6. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Would it help to talk about the thoughts in your head? It might at least help you to feel less alone.
     
  7. Blackbird33

    Blackbird33 Well-Known Member

    One positive thing about being alone is that I don't have to worry about anyone troubling themselves too much when I die.
     
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