Hi I just saw an ad on tv for christmas. The song 'its beginning to look a lot like christmas" was playing. I have been dreading the start of the christmas season. With all the family and friends. All the love and closeness. All the buying and warmth and togetherness and celebration and good food. I honestly do not know how I am going to make it through. I have been dreading the first ad. I have been dreading the onset of November and December. Because Thanksgiving is included in the " its the most lonlifull time of the year". ( okay I made up a word). I am worried.