I'm an 18 year old boy living in Turkey. This is my first year in medical school. So far I've been doing nothing but screwing upUp. Every exam my grades go lower. I don't have anything close to a girlfriend. I have no free time because I'm spending it all to studying but my life still turns to nothing. It's like everything I try to do is impossible. I didn't even wanna attend this university. It's all because of my god damn parents. Today our exam results were announced. And I've worked my ass out for this exam but still the grade I got is 48. I've been thinking about ending it all for a long time now. But never have i ever been so sure of myself that I can't succeed in anything in this life and I can see only one way out of it.