I don't know what to do. I feel like pure garbage. There's this girl. The most perfect human being I've met to this days. I do love her, and I think she loves me, too. Or, at least, she loved me. I stayed away from her, and I didn't noticed until she told me. I did all I could do to try to fix my mistake, but apparently nothing will fix this anymore. I think she's sad with me, and now I have no courage to talk with her anymore. I cried, tried cutting but it didn't worked, and then banged myself. I'm shivering. I think I won't be able to stand it. Somebody please help me.